Thanksgiving. Being thankful. Life is full of blessings. I am surrounded by them everyday. 2010 has been a very challenging, but over all pleasant year, but Ive really learned to test my patience and my ability to love. When it comes to friends, I've lost a bunch unfortunately. But at 24, it is a risk you have to take whether you want to or not. I might have just a handful of friends, but man are they good ones. You really got to take a good look at who you surround yourself with. When in a relationship, it is extremely hard. Most of your time is spent with that other person and friends get jealous, upset and unforgiving, and usually not against you but especially against your partner. You have to focus on if they are in agreement with your relationship and can accept your moving on from them. That the weekends won't be the same, the conversation material will shift and time with them lacks. But when it comes to your friends pushing you to make bad decisions, poor choices, and tempting you to invest your time in weak activities, its time to act.
Sometimes it is just the thought of "They have been my friends for so long, they have always been there, they are good people" well, they haven't been there for you in times like this where serious actions need to be taken and decisions are being made to better yourself for a succesful future. Maybe their good friends because they answer the phone when you call or they help you when your drunk off your booty and throwing up at the local gas station in a paper bag. What is the quality in the friendship? Are you stuck in the past? Are you trying to hold onto something that has already diminished? Do you still share the same interests as you did before?
Buenas noches!! It seems like everyone is getting hitched or knocked up these days. I can't help but think about it at 24 and that my destiny is right around the corner. Its weird cause I've never thought about my future in such detail until just recently. I went to a wedding this past weekend that kind of got me in the lovey dovey spirit and my best friend having a baby really took the wool off from my over my eyes. I just hope that the 5 steps taken forward all the time don't get reversed into 10 steps backwards like were used to doing. I've been raised by parents that are going on 30+ years of marriage (actually their anniversary is this month) and I just believe that Marriage is Forever. Divorce holds no definition in my dictionary. It is for quitters, losers, cheaters, etc. etc. Bla bla bla.....So my mind has been on the topic very much so lately. Well... its time for movie and wine and back to tons of homework and work tomorrow. Peace xoxo
Ayyyy mi corazon. So confused.....
im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday
I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I
My best friend, Lucy had her baby girl this morning at 3:15 a.m. She was 6lbs, 9oz after almost 15 hours of crazy contractions and miserable-ness. I cant wait to be an auntie to this sweet baby girl!! Congrats Lucy and Guero :)
So I was able to experience Halloween in 2 major cities this year.. and Vegas has NADA on LA... LA knows how to dress up and be super silly. But in Vegas I got to go see the Phantom and it was amazing! goosebumps for 90 minutes straight. it was a nice weekend with perfect weather, a great big room and crown in hand. Now its Election day and I gotta go vote... !!!!
