::2011 Bound::

These past couple days have been quite eventful. Baking Christmas cookies, parties, catching up with old friends, etc. I spent the Holidays attached at the hip with my boyfriend, Ivan. It was his first time ever spending them away from his mom and dad as they went to Leon, Mexico where they are from originally. I took this opportunity to spend the Holidays with my family and he came along with. It was quite different then it usually is for him, but I appreciate every second he spent with us because it really meant a lot. My family is a bit more bitter than his, well not all of them, but a handful. The last thing you want around the Holidays is a negative attitude and party poopers. And I feel like some of my relatives could be categorized as just that. But we made it through together and it just constantly reminds m of how I DONT want my family to be in the future. But my Mom and Dads company is always appreciated. And we did miss Jeff this year. 


I was also able to reconnect with a childhood friend this weekend Allyson. She is 24 and working in sales in NYC. Talk about accomplished. I am so proud of her and I look at her as a role model in some ways, and she is only a few months older than I. I am astonished by the way she went out and got what she wanted right after college. It was great to catch up with her. I swear I have implanted a never ending red light alarm in my brain to keep me on track, centered and to throw out the old and welcome the new. I am welcoming 2011 with open arms and mind. A few goals for the year: LA Marathon in March, immersing into dance classes in Hollywood, pursuing Yoga, traveling to a few new places and getting through school full time again. God bless..Cest La' vie.... xoxoxo

Annalee

I absolutely despise the rain and it has been raining non stop for 3 days almost now. It limits your things to do and when I have nothing to do I tend to think too much. And when I think too much it is not good. Because then I get depressed thinking about things or people that don't matter or I am trapped inside a house looking out at the grey and wetness of the world. And the drops that fall on the windows resemble tears for some reason. I love the heat and I used to love waking up with my bathing suit on, my hair in curls, my skin a little sunkissed and sand in my sheets from the beach trip the day before. I have always pictured my house near the beach, where I can open my windows and the wind from the beach air would blow the curtains and I could fall asleep to the sound of the waves crashing onto the shore. Also I could have my kids play in the sand all day building sandcastles and surf and not have them inside playing video games and eating microwaved meals.

In conclusion, this weekend I spent the majority of it with my best friend and her newborn daughter. And gosh I learned more in one day than I thought I could of learned in a week about how much I love her and how much I adore her. She is younger than I am, but that doesn't mean a thing. She is always teaching me things, whether it be cooking, cleaning or how to take care of a baby. She really inspired me and watching her care for her baby was nothing but a beautiful sight to see. Not just her, but her husband as well. Annalee I feel is almost like my daughter. I look at her and I just smile and think that I want to contribute as much of my life to hers and pass on any knowledge I can to this little girl.

::Perdono y Olvido::

se que te sorprende verme aqui parado
se que fui muy claro en que no iba a voler
pero estoy cansado de estar asustado
solo con pensar en no volverte a ver
y ya en un momento tienes que entender
tengo que decir que estoy muy lastimado
que no sera facil volver a empezar
pero siempre he estado tan enamorado
y si aun me amas quiero regresar
este tiempo solo me ayuda a pensar

que me importa lo que hiciste ayer
si te haz equivocado he estado tan ciego
que no te he escuchado
pero creo que ahora puedo continuar...

que no entiendo mi vida sin ti
que perdono y olvido
que quiero intentarlo
si aun no te he perdido
que hay tantos momentos que quiero salvar

se que dije cosas porque estaba herido
y que haberme ido no fue lo mejor
puede ser muy cruel cuando estas confundido
cuando te ha segado un golpe de valor
hoy se que vivir contigo es lo mejor

que me importa lo que hiciste ayer
si te haz equivocado he estado tan ciego
que no te he escuchado
pero creo que ahora puedo continuar...

que no entiendo mi vida sin ti
que perdono y olvido
que quiero intentarlo
si aun no te he perdido
que hay tantos momentos que quiero salvar

no te quiero ver con alguien llorando
no despues de amarnos tanto
mirame!! te lo repetire:

que me importa lo que hiciste ayer
si te haz equivocado he estado tan ciego
que no te he escuchado
pero creo que ahora puedo continuar...

que no entiendo mi vida sin ti
que perdono y olvido
que quiero intentarlo
si aun no te he perdido

Body Awareness

Afrer this week is over it is Time to get back to broadening my yogi education and enrolling in Hollywood Dance Center.... hell yeah!!!! I can't wait to meet new people and immerse myself into this! Also time to start training for the LA Marathon in March!! I am ready to physically challenge my body to the max... I have been waiting for this!!

 

..::Travel Bug::.

Just a few places I'd like to go before I die... there are like hundreds more on the list! Here are some pictures of Rio, Italy, Monaco (south of France) Paris, New York, London.... etc etc...