Annalee

I absolutely despise the rain and it has been raining non stop for 3 days almost now. It limits your things to do and when I have nothing to do I tend to think too much. And when I think too much it is not good. Because then I get depressed thinking about things or people that don't matter or I am trapped inside a house looking out at the grey and wetness of the world. And the drops that fall on the windows resemble tears for some reason. I love the heat and I used to love waking up with my bathing suit on, my hair in curls, my skin a little sunkissed and sand in my sheets from the beach trip the day before. I have always pictured my house near the beach, where I can open my windows and the wind from the beach air would blow the curtains and I could fall asleep to the sound of the waves crashing onto the shore. Also I could have my kids play in the sand all day building sandcastles and surf and not have them inside playing video games and eating microwaved meals.

In conclusion, this weekend I spent the majority of it with my best friend and her newborn daughter. And gosh I learned more in one day than I thought I could of learned in a week about how much I love her and how much I adore her. She is younger than I am, but that doesn't mean a thing. She is always teaching me things, whether it be cooking, cleaning or how to take care of a baby. She really inspired me and watching her care for her baby was nothing but a beautiful sight to see. Not just her, but her husband as well. Annalee I feel is almost like my daughter. I look at her and I just smile and think that I want to contribute as much of my life to hers and pass on any knowledge I can to this little girl.