Morning sickness. I hate it. Why? Because it isn't just in the morning, it lasts all day and all night. Nothing sounds good to eat, I literally snack on crackers and fruit all day with ginger ale and if I eat I am absolutely hating it and not enjoying it at all. I am 24/7 nauseous (no idea how to spell that word). I can't sleep and if I sleep its a lousy 3 hours awakened by urges to go to the bathroom. On top of all this, I feel a sadness over me I can't explain. In all my years of life, I never imagined it to be like this. Living in my parents home and my mom taking care of me, lovingly and generously. I seriously feel like a single mom. I am too sick AND tired to even go out and have fun with friends. I am currently at 8 weeks and can't wait for this first trimester to finish. I heard that this is the worst, but every woman reacts differently so i've read. I feel alone and I feel like anyone but my Mom should be helping me right now. I can't begin to tell you how appreciative of her I am, and I am sure going to let her know tomorrow on her birthday.
I know in the end this is going to be all worth it, but gosh how miserable. I just never imagined to be pregnant to be like this...... just have to keep smiling.
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