Routine Living

Today I reflect on how much I am over my job. I have been working for my Dad for about 6 years now and in the same position as when I started. I think to myself "I'd rather be at school than here at my job". Although I am a full time student and a full time worker and my finances have been cut in half, most would say "what else do you want?". But goodness... I am bored. I am bored with my job to the maximum.


I sit and laugh or sometimes even shake my head to my brainless co-worker (whom I have not spoken with for almost a year) who has a baby and one on the way. And at 28 she isnt going anywhere in her life. Her boyfriend doesn't make much and will never make enough which requires her to stay working full time. I do not want that. I either want to go full blown on my career or start a family when my partner says "ok, lets do this". Just looks like I am in a bind. I am always reading where it says "you won't feel like your at work, if you love your job" or "your wasting your life doing a job you hate". Well, I feel like that is definetely me. I guess I need to thank my lucky stars and count my blessings I have a job, right?....